Hi peeps!

Sorry didnt update for very long time, i was MIA for the past whole two months. First i went to Genting highlands around May 12 i think and got back at erm May 15 and so after a few days after the trip my mom send me to Thailand to do praying.. and Wow lots of stuff to tell but i cant update now no Pics haha!

Well i miss my friends alot even through i saw them like not long ago.. I FEEL Lonely, like am i the only one on earth. Not sure why? People and Friends i care the most are always away from me i just dont know why? its not like i didnt try my best to make them happy when ever they are with me. I tend to ask question with I, I did try my best, Did I do anything wrong, I know i did the right thing.

But all this wasnt selfless thoughts of I, ME, MUA. Its simply saying one person makes a big differents. If i cant make my friends happy with me, it makes me feel sad and mainly its my fault that i always felt. i not sure, i guess i just trying to hard i guess. even i want to meet up with old friends its like a magnet repells each other away... Not sure why? tell me some one am i the one should be changing even more or just me should be deletled away from this world.
(P.S this is a problems i face and i am in a really bad shape! help if you can :D)